It’s been a day like normal, nothing unusual has happen, no trip to the mall or the movie. The TV was pretty boring, not even a Star Trek. I went to bed with my wife, she was reading and I have taken my laptop with me and, surfed the Internet for a while. After some time I got tired turned off the laptop, the light and kissed my wife goodnight.
Then BANG, I was like taken out of this world, into another part of existents, pretty much like our own world but still not totally like it, it was like it have been stripped of life somehow, no birds or bugs, but green and neat somehow, more like a perfect cyber world, in fact just like the hologram deck in star trek.
This time I was not followed by anybody, but sat in my old car, strangely enough the one car I always think about as the best car I have had. It was a Ford Sierra 2.0 DOCH pretty fast and fantastic to drive.
But why was I here? Suddenly my wife and two sons appears in the car with me and the scenery change to mountains on booth sites, we are parked in a rest place looking at a small river running beside the road, everything is wonderful, I feel in peace with myself. Suddenly smack BANG out of nothing, I get the feeling of extreme danger, real fear, extreme fear. Suddenly I am aware of my mission, it is to get the hell out of there, something evil is coming and if it catches us, then we are toast.
We drive like crazy, the road gets more and more like the one in the Alps, not so wide and with a lot of turns following the river. We drive by other cars, all driving in the same direction as us, some are running screaming and looking in my mirrors I can see the world dissolving in a way like it is being sucked into emptiness, it only stops when we manage to accelerate out of it range somehow, decreasing the speed only gets the dissolving of the world to catch up with us. Desperately I try to warn bypassing people, but it is like they don’t hear us, very dream like. While driving my first concern is to get my family to safety, where ever that is. I try to get of the main road, in two small country roads leading as fast as possible away from the feeling of fear. Strangely enough I feel that the more we change roads, the more illogical I drive, the more the feeling of fear disappears. I suddenly see a dens wood with a small road leading away from the open area we are driving in and decide to try to use this as a place to hide. Suddenly the fear is back increasing second by second, I nearly don’t dear to breath, I check my family, but now there no longer in the car they are running in to the forest, the fear is closing in on my, I can see the world disappearing in the distance but getting closer my way every minute until it is few miles from me, I need to get away, I need to save my family, I get out of the car, but instead of running after my wife and two sons, I run towards the danger screaming STOP, STOP, stop…and wakes up in my bed sweating like a pig, it was just a dream.
For several days this dream tumbles around in my head, but slowly retrieves in to the deeper part of my conscience.
This was not the first dream I have had, that has made my night in to a strange visit in to another dimension. It all started after a strange incident several years before, I think it was in the years around 1984/85, I was living at that time in Norway in a town called Drammen. One late night, after visiting my girlfriend’s family in a nearby village, we drew home. In the car was also my girlfriend’s sister, sitting in the backseat. The drive home was simple, we have made that journey many times, both day and night, we knew the road like the back of our hand. Approximately half way, the road leads us over a mountain pass, here the road is straight as an arrow, on the left side the mountain raises coward with pain trees, on the right a hill down to the river. It was a warm summer night, not much traffic; the sky was clear filled with bright stars. Suddenly I detected light in the rear mirror, two smaller lights in each side and one very bright in the middle. My thought was, that it was a driver that haven’t turn of the projectors, so I tapped the brake pedal several times, to indicate that he or she should “beamed down”, but no response. Instead the lights came extremely fast right up in the back of our car. The lights was a bit high over the road, so my thought was it was a lorry or big van .I asked my girlfriend and her sister to look out of the rear window, to see what kind of an idiot it was, that harassed us like this. They turned around and ….wushh it was gone??? I slammed the breaks in, and jumped out of the car along with the two others, but there was “nothing”, no lights, no sound, no sign of that there ever has been an one else than us there, we just stood there and looked at each other, looking like giant question marks.
When we came home, we stood a long time on the balcony just looking in to the sky, looking for signs of what we just witnessed, but nothing was out of the ordinary, just a clear sky with millions of stars.
This was what I believe the start of my strange nightly interaction with another world or place than the one we live in normally. After the mitt eighties the dreams starts to take place, in the beginning not so easy to control from my side, these was more ordinary nightmare dreams where you don’t get the ability to be in charge of what you want to do, or where to go, look and so on. But since the dreams got more and more extreme I had to gain control, else I would be in a panic state of getting to sleep. To start with, did I drink a lot of coffee before going to bed, in this way I knew that the sleep was interrupted by nightly visit to the toilet thereby braking up from the dream state. Over the years I gain more and more control over the dreams, or over the ability in the start to get out of it, and later on gaining control over the way I interacted in the dream, fighting back, running, driving and so on. Many of the dreams are luckily forgotten and therefore are these dreams in this document some of the more solid anchored in my head and of newer date and jumps forward 10 to 15 year.
Some years go by; the dreams comes and goes and my life is filed by work, family and the historic events thru the 90 and up to the “mysterious” year 2000 and beyond. The news on TV are telling about the fall of the Berlin wall. and some crop circles in England. Crop circles I think, nice hoaxes it’s properly some drunken Englishmen on their way home from the Pub that has had some fun. My wife was more than agreeing with me, we went to bed that evening talking about this and of course about the joy and sense of freedom the Germen Berliners must feel on this historic day. We watch TV in bed mostly to see the Berliners celebrating on top of the wall and in the streets, family hugging each other after generation of separation, what a day. I got slowly tired but tried to keep a wake as long as possible, the suddenly the TV was gone I felt like I was sucked out of my body in to another world just like the first time. Then smack out of nothing, there I stand on top of a mounting in a small, for me looking like a Norwegian mounting town, I am standing on bare rock in an open place I see in near distance trees, houses, daylight life going by. The open space I am standing in is near the size of a football field, why am I here? What is that noise? It is coming from the air, I look up and freeze in fear, a commercial airplane is falling out of the sky directly in my direction. BANG it smacks directly on top of my, directly in to the rock. Shit I am dead…no, not dead but blind and deaf, everything is black, I cannot hear, what happened. Then I see light, just like I am in some smoke. I walk toward the light and sounds are coming to my ears, explosions, screams, and now smells of fuel, smoke, burned flesh and rubber. I puke and gasp for air. When I clear the smoke I walk a bit further, turn around and look at the most horrifying scenery, a plane totally destroyed with parts lying scattered out over the whole space. People are dead, most smashed to paces. People that have been passing by on foot, in cars, busses or just living near this open place is also injured, bleeding, missing body parts. A man is running around looking for his lower arm, while blood is pumping out of the open wound. Suddenly I somehow like if a camera has filmed me, see myself standing there, turning around so I can see myself all over, I have not a single scratch not even a small cut, then I am back in my body knowing that I have to sort out whom to help, how to get this catastrophe organized. I am running around finding body parts to people, stopping fires, calling for help….and then realizing that I have the power to rewind this and make it disappear just by the power of mind, it is like seeing fast rewinding on a old VCR, everything is popping to gather, I am back in the middle of the crash, swoop the plain is hole, returning up in to the sky and then stops for some seconds, now I know that it all will start again, but I am ready, ready to catch the plain, stopping it in smashing in to the ground, here it comes..BANG I am a wake, sweating gasping for air, I am back in bed.
I did not sleep the rest of that night; I just sat in the kitchen on a chair beside the table with a cup of coffee wondering what it was I just have dreamt.
Weeks goes by again, life is good and the dream is gone, not forgotten but more like put in to some kind of archive with the first dream.
My oldest son is starting in school after summer leave, we have used the most of our summer holyday working on the house, this summer we have rebuild the house from a little brick house to a large timber house after a winter of planning and drawing. Several nights during this summer I have dreamt that I am in bed sleeping, but wake up in this totally black room. I can only see some light coming in from a half open door right in front of me. Between the open door and the bed where I lie in my bed, stand 3 or 4 beings, just silhouettes not all in the same size. I cannot see if they are looking at me, but it feels like they are checking me, I feel scared like something is wrong or like you just have been waking up after a surgery and the doctors are checking if you are all right, and snap I am back in my real bed walking up totally scared. I will not back to go back to sleep, this is too creepy.
Fore month ahead I feel scared to go to sleep. I just barley sleep at all, every night is a battle where I have to wake up 10 to 20 times just so I do not fall deeply in to sleeping.
Then one night I can’t stand it no more, I drink myself pretty drunk in vodka and juice in hope of passing totally out and sleep without dreaming, but no. I don’t know for how long I slept, but like I gently was lifted out of this world, I find myself standing in the most beautiful meadow. I see a huge open field only planted with long soft grass, further in front of me is a beautiful lake, behind the lake an open forest only with slime light tall trees with the ground covered with summer flowers. Just near to the egged of the lake, 3 most pleasant human like beings stand and call on me. I feel like it is some kind of reunion with old friends, they mean me no harm, I feel loved somehow. The one in the middle is standing holding a golden ring so large that he uses to hands. It is no thicker than it is possible to get a good grip of it. There are some blinking lights on top of it in between the hands. It is not really a man that holds it, nor a women but more like a indefinable unisex or a being from a episode of a science fiction movie, let us call it a “he”.
He looks at me and hands me the ring and without any words or telepathic voice in my head, I just know what to do, I have just been given the ability to fly. I hold the golden ring in my hands level with the ground. Then I point it ever so softly up in the front where the blinking lights are, and my feet lift up from the ground, slowly but totally steady I start to fly forward, the more I point the front up, the faster I fly. Turning it to the right and left brings me in that particular direction. I feel totally in control and relaxed, flying in between the trees and over the lake. I have never in life felt so happy just flying there, flying and flying. It feels like they have given me this as a gift to show that they will me no harm, like a compensation for earlier trauma. I feel loved and wake up the next morning with the biggest smile on my face. This dream I still treasure to this day.
The next couple of month, the dreams was normal. Nothing that aroused me or made me feels afraid and then this is not the total truth. From time to time and sometimes twice a week, I dreamt totally sexual dreams. It easiest explained like having a “nude” harem. The essential in every dream was beside great sex, the ability to reproduce. It felt like it was the only goal, but was not obtain. In the following dreams the women change from super models to more and more a harem of my wife, thou I have to admit that sex with my wife is so much better. It was like in the dream that it was artificial somehow, but hey other men have less to brag about.
After a while it was like, since there weren’t any “good” results the dreams went away and at the end it became more and more painful somehow.
Then some time went by, no scary dreams and again not complete. The dreams went in to be stress related, in regards to escape from car accidents and falling buildings where I was not injured but was trying to get myself out of harm’s way. The consistence of the dreams was to see how much stress I was able to handle. I always felt observed and the dreams stress level increased every time. How many people could I save, how complex could the accident be how much trauma I could handle before I woke up? It was like I have found a way to get out of the dream, I have always had total control in my dreams, it have never been like the classic dream where you are running more and more in slow-motion as the monster gains in to you, no never I was always in control.
Then one night after some time with more or less no dreams, BANG SWUSHH, I was drawn out of my sleeping body and slammed in to a seat in a train,” Wuhu here we go” was my first reaction, I looked quickly around and saw my wife right in front of me and our to sons on each side next to us but with windows seat. The train was almost full with passengers of all ages and nationality’s. The passing scenery was green fields with some hills in the background, and everything felt normal. I just felt content and actually relaxed but not for long. Suddenly the fear was back, stronger than ever, actually totally extreme, but from where came the fear, there was nothing to see. Then suddenly a flaming like sword pears the roof of the train wagon cutting from side to side and up against the sides, a claw like thing gripes the roof and rip it backwards just like any one would peal an orange. All wile people are screaming in fear a demonic like figure levitates down through the open roof and after “him” I can see numerous more waiting for their turn to descent. The demon just squeezes people’s heads, shoulders and anything in there range and under the hole incident there eyes is glued on to me, just like they are investigating my response. Seconds feel like hours, I grab my family and push them in to the gangway and further back in to the train. We start running wile I look for something to defend me with, my eyes is all the time in the back of my neck, I can see that we have distance us a bit from the demons but they are coming fast, still destroying everything they can reach on their way. Shortly we are at the fare end of the train, I cannot see how I am going to get out of a speeding train with two children and my wife, I cannot find anything to defend me with and have a strange feeling that it is me they want and only me, in a split second I decide to do the only thing I can and that is to attack. I turn around first walk then run right against them, tarring me shirt apart so my chest is showing, hammering it wile screaming “Then come and get me, you bastard”. Inches from them in my near death feeling they vanish, the roof is closing, people are hole again, we are back in our seats, the train is dosing away, and I wake up sweating with a hammering heart, nerves like hell.
From that day on I wake up at night many times feeling and some time seeing someone standing in the door looking at me. I feel “used” somehow. Many time in the morning when I walk up, I feel totally exhausted, just like I have been at hard work all night, and always when I wake up I have trembling nerves and a feeling of heavy guilt.
I have through the years tried to tell me self that I have no reason to be guilty or nervous, I have not done anything wrong, but more and more I feel that my life when I am a wake, is only a mean to be able to be tested at night in a completely different world where I am a lab rat.
Years go by and the nightmares continue but with a strange evolving, I am getting more and more clear pictures of my abductors. In the beginning they are in a human like form but still very computer like. They are to perfect, no wrinkles or birthmarks, not even a hair movement. As times go by I try hard to communicate with them with no luck, they only gives commands or don’t talk at all, it is most like impressions of understanding implanted in my head. The dreams are becoming more and more complex; it feels like they are testing every aspect of my senses, reaction patterns, level of understanding. Some time I see crop circles on the ground, like I am standing in mid air, other times I have to decide what part of farm animals that will be best for studding, in particular big dark eyes and penises from bulls. I have not the faintest idea way.
In one gruesome dream not so long ago I was again pulled out of my sleep, this time thing was very strange, I most strongly felt that hands was holding a firm grip on my upper arms, I felt the present of several beings on both side, they were grayish in color but I could not see them clearly, but they were most persistent on what they would have me to look at and decide to do with. They led me up a gravel path in between two small hills, just in front of us people, naked people totally pail, no hair, no nothing, is lies around dead half a live zombie like walking, bleeding, puking, stumbling over more body’s, men women and children, MENY children, some with genitals, some with none. I see a building more like a warehouse with two big ports open, the sides are made of metal of some kind, a bit shiny, the roof is softly rounded. All the time I feel like vomiting but they constantly ask me the same thing over and over again, “what shall we do with this”, “what shall we do with this”, the word “this” was like a echo. I desperately tried to get me self lose and desperately tried to wake up, but no they just hold on tighter and drag me around in pails of dead and half living mankind like beings. It felt like I was in the middle of a experiment gone wrong, then suddenly in a split second I got loose and instead of running I shouted to me earthly self “WALKE UP GUD DAMMIT, WAKE UP”, I woke up gasping for air went out to the toilet and puked. I told myself not to seep more that night and went therefore down in to the kitchen to get something to eat and drink. I sat there and shivered I was truly afraid. After half an hour I must emit that my eyes told me, that sleep was not the worst thing for an hour or to, I considered the possibility that the dream would continue and thought that the chance was like zero. What would I else do the next night or the next again; no I had to chance this. I don’t think that my head even touched the pillow before I was brutally drawn back in to the very same place that I was escaped from half an hour earlier, they were not happy to see me either, now they were more than determent to make me come with a answer on what to do with these “beings”, and at last I shouted “Then bomb the shit, bomb it, BOMB IT”, wushh I am back in myself and awake, sweating almost crying over what I just have witness and not the least, what I have told them to do.
Then thing got more normal for a while, my dreams comes and goes, some pleasant, some strange but not normal like the one I have in between, the one just like all the rest of the world, no I always feel like I am in another world or in another part of time in history, sometime in the past, but mostly in a time I haven’t seen yet. Sometimes I even have small conversations where I try to ask where I am. I am never been answered directly, but get a feeling of calmness and that I don’t have to worry. I am never able to move around, but can see parts of animals, mostly eyes and reproducing parts. I am still not able to see them clearly but I can see that they are human like, a bit taller than average, thin with proportionally bigger heads than the body is “meant” to have. I don’t think they are aliens, no not at all. These beings are more like a development of mankind, there head is just bigger. The contour of their face is not clearly, but I can see that there eyes is larger than normal and it seems like there is no difference in sex. It even do not look like they have close on, and if they don’t then I am sure that they are missing genitals but with a small butt, they are very flat in that area.
Time goes by and it feels like my dream when they call on me, are becoming more like a consulting in what we feel and how we think. Mostly it feels like they just scan my brain, it seems faster and more like a routine job. Many times I have felt this after in the real world having gone thru emotional things. Like when someone in the family dyed, or more happily when someone got married. I especially remember when I got married myself, that I on the night of the wedding felt really “brain used” in the morning. It was like I have been stripped of every emotional feeling from the weeks up to the wedding and right thru to after the wedding night. I just sat there in the morning empty headed and slowly tried to get the feeling back in to my head of joy and love from family and friends and mostly from the wedding night itself. I have never told anyone about this, especially my wife, I am afraid it will hurt her somehow. I have though got my memory back after a day or two with a feeling of confusion, like someone has staked the cards wrongly.
Then some years go by with miner dreams, nothing extreme but always with a strong feeling of fear in the morning. I think it went on like this for three years after the wedding, then thing started to escalate again.
I was back in the game of surviving, every time I have to save my family or a lot of people from all kind of accidents. Wars where the enemy was invisible but strong and directly in there attacks. World in the afterlife after total elimination where I had to survive and hide from the new order. I even dream that we have inflicted this on our self. I dream that WW3 is not between nations, but man rising against the ever more political tyranny. I see country’s joining together like EU but this time the American country’s with Canada, the Chinese country’s with Russian and the Africans with Nabors, 4 big communities lasting for many generations, but after many years the 4 most powerful leaders joins forces for one global leadership and no man will ever after have the ability to be free. It is all striped of feelings, no Individuality no self thinking humans; it’s all a fight of knowledge. Knowledge is wells.
The last dream I have had where I felt taken by force is not so long ago, this time I really thought that I lost my marbles totally, this time I was shown everything. It all started by the usually feeling of being taken out of the body somehow, more like if you had a soul or the part in your brain that you feel is you. It is taken away from where you are sleeping and in to another dimension. This time was everything just clearly for the eyes to see. I felt welcome this time, they shacked my hand, I looked in to two big easy twice as big as our own, very dark, nearly totally black but there was a pupil, the nose was small looking like a Michel Jackson nose but not so sharply, the mouth was normal but lipless, just covering normally looking small teeth, very small ears almost not showing at all and no hair anywhere. They were a bit higher than me, 2 meters I guess, no close, the skin was pail nearly gray, not as soft as ours but more like leather glows.
They communicated very little by mouth, it was not like I think telepathy is where you maybe hear a voice in your head, and no this was more like your own thoughts telling you things with feelings in. They explained that they were the result of humanity but from a fare future. Mankind has will make dramatically discovery in genes, they will be able to make life outside the belly of a women. In the beginning it’s for mankind’s desire to cure Diseases, replacing limbs and make blind see and deaf to hear. Cancer is the first to be cured thereafter things will speed up. We can grow more and more body parts, then we make the first whole body, a real living being but striped from reproducing organs so that the experiment can be contained. This will be the first of a generation of Artificial Workers AW´s. Then later on we evolve them, making their brain bigger so that we can harvest knowledge, real living Think Tanks, Artificial Thinkers AT’s. These AT’s gains more and more power and starts to reproduce them self artificially. If one is inefficient, it will just be terminated and replaced.
Slowly but strongly they take over controlling our leaders by providing more and more desirable knowledge.
After the world have become one nation under one leader with a army of self reproducing soldiers, mankind is treated like cattle living in huge numbers in controlled environment only hold alive for one reason and that is to be workers. Even longer out in time these beings travel in space and time and is taking not only me in my dreams, but millions of us every night to be tested.
They see them self as there times geologist, searching in the history after answers to how we became what we are today. They have evolved big easy do to the darkness on earth and space, they have no stress sensors no feeling of love, no understand of pain, all they have is a desire to survive and a desire to solve for them a big challenge, they are seeking a way to tolerate our bright light from the sun and there most wanted achievement is to be able to make a man like organism that can reproduce like we, but with a bigger knowledge or brain capacity than we have, a super human if you like that can interact with us delaying what they see as destruction of mankind. All the crop circles are made by sending a burst of energy coded to make specific shapes, it is not only a visual thing, and it is musical-mathematic- impression that shows a mind or through picture.
There are many around the world some even carved in to stone showing them self in different stages and the small animals we use to experiment on. They even told that people are trying to duplicate there signs, but they can’t, the real ones are in to a million of a millimeter exactly made in dimension, the weed is not destroyed only “asked” to change position, the man made is inaccurate, mining nothing and the weed is broken.
They use animals of all kind to experiment on, especially cows and animals with big easy. They are trying to solve the ability to see in bright sunlight and of that same reason they only come at the side of earth that is in night. Cattle are also used to find out how the “breeding organism” works. Skin and body organs is also being taken from dead people, sometime borrowed or replaced with similar parts from earlier tests.
When I felt I was given the opportunity to ask a question I asked why I have had to go thru all these horrible dreams. They answered that they don’t obtain an emotional conscience, no stress, no pain, no anger, no happiness, and no humanlike feelings. Therefore where they testing how we reacted to different situations. They did not think of these test as inflicting us harm, more like when we cut hole in a living cow and let tubes and other test instrument stick out of it to we killed them after end experiment. They even told that we already make clones of animals to replace kidneys in humans. They didn’t think it would inflict any pain on us. How could they if they didn’t have human sensing ability or think patterns. They mend we was free to live as we pleased, they did not attack us or enslaved us which was the easiest thing to do, but that would only interfere with the history and make disorders in future life in fact it could be the end of them self.
If they just forced us we would resist and history would be change beyond known consequences.
Therefore did they use our dreams to cover up there experimentation. Mostly people did even not remember anything of any dream, they are the easiest to control. Me and many like I, where harder to make forget do to a function in our frontal cortex and inner little brain. We were always used in more extreme experiment, so extreme that if we talked about it, it would be taken as wild fantasy. Very few was after years of mental use given the knowledge of history. There was no danger in sharing this with us, who would believe us.
Then I was told that from now I would be left to decide for myself if I would be left alone for the rest of my life, or volunteer to help. No more “nightmare” only human explanation and think patterns, minor scans for feelings in more human situations, but nothing that would be unpleasant.
I now go to sleep with peace hoping that I will be of help, but have for a long time just slept the night thru not remembering anything. So have the experimentation stopped or is there gift to me, not to remember.
Yours truly.
P.S.
This note is written a year after the above, but is essential to my dreams.
I have since then 2 or 3 times been contacted and taken against my will to take part in small experiment. Noting dramatic, the first two focused on breeding and the last was more like a choice, where I had to make up if I wanted to be left alone or not.
Subsequently there have been some minor incidents in which I clearly need to tell them, that they should leave me alone. Here after, I sometimes feel that there has been a “abduction”, but I’m not sure.
Maybe or maybe not, I am finally alone.
So to you my friend that reads this, have you ever experience things like me, then let me know. If there is basis for a forum for this phenomenon, then I will make one on the Internet and try to gather some kind of logic in this.
Many will take this like a joke, someone will even state this as a lonesome full’s work, but I can guarantee you that I take this very serious.
Why? – read the huge collection of app. 8000 pages, recently given free to the public under The Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) on the UK official site http://ufos.nationalarchives.gov.uk/
So let’s solve this together. Post your comments in this, and let’s see how many we are, with this form of nightly “adventures”
Again yours truly